Clerkship is bad for the brain

Have you ever wondered? During your pre-med and the first three years of your medical school, you've been really good in studying. You read a lot and you retain a lot. But clerkship comes and everything changes. You don't have the drive to read and to study. The grand revalida is fast approaching and I still am not "forced" to study. Why is this so? Well for one, clerkship deals more on the physical and less of the intellectual. It's like really doing a real work in the hospital. And so, whenever you go home, however you like to study for your cases, your body cannot. The revalida is really coming and nothing can make it disappear. I need at least a benemeritus to graduate with honors. I need to have that DRIVE right now.