Monday, August 04, 2003

xii. hangman

so runs the passage about the blood brother who hanged
himself:

“…he beheld the beast before he bled himself to death.
he was holding regret in one hand and silver coins in
the other;
praying like he never did, praying for his very life
reeling on the precipice that was to be the end of it
all,
he became afraid suddenly and remorseful; his lips
burned–
the lips and tongue who bore the word,
the traitorous lips he kissed his brother’s cheek
with–

how his heart ached, realizing only then how full it
was with guilt,
as full as his fishnets were with the weight of dead
fish and alga;
for there was no turning back: he had betrayed him,
he had damned the whole world and the whole world had
damned him.
his veins were ridding him of blood, memory and
sanity.
a brightness shone from the sky taunting him;
the wound on his chest gaped open wider than any
mortal wound:
and he found himself looking directly
at the gleaming iris of the demon…”

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